2yrs ago

2yrs ago I was in back labor with Osiris and no one believed me. Since I was not dialated with the contractions I was told "it's normal back pain that can happen here is some pain meds, go home and rest". It had all started on September 25, 2007 but figured it was really from all the walking I had done during the visit of my dad and step-mom. I was not concerned until after 2 days of taking tylenol extra strength the pain had not gone away but stayed and barely dulled down. I am handling things better this year than last year. I appreciate that I was able to get as far along as I did with Osiris and all my kids really. I know my kids birth experiences is no match for a lot of moms with "premies" and I mean not lung premature but premature in the whole term because they still have so much growing to do.

Don't get me wrong I am sad that time has flown by so fast for him and hes grown up so much already. I am still even concerned that this baby will spend a few days to a week in the NICU but I can already see I will handle it better than last year. After a lot of soul searching, I know this is not going to kill me and infact makes me stronger but not as strong as Niff and Mac. They will to me always remain stronger than myself to have come this far and be so strong still.

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It seems that this pregnancy was not left out. I fell yesterday morning in the parking lot at church picking Sabrina up from a sleep over that was held there. Osiris was right behind me and I was turning around to find him and tripped over him and was able to get him moved off to the side enough before i fell so i didnt fall on him. I hurt my left side really good. My left shoulder is still hurting so tomorrow going to call the doctor to see what they want to do.

High Risk Doctor

Today at the hematology doctor i made mention of my spotting/bleeding and both doctors agreed that it was "not" normal while on lovenox. So now I am being referred to the high-risk doctor at the hospital just to double check and make sure everything is okay.

The high-risk doctor called my regular ob and told him to do an ultrasound. So I go tomorrow at 2pm for an u/s and see whats happening.