Feeliong Not Bad

Well I didn't go to jail in May or July. I got a job which will sadly end in a few weeks as the company is going out of business. However, I was able to pay on the child support weekly for a few months and work on the amount I am behind. Which is a good thing. I am looking for another job to start after my current position ends. My medicine has been working really well. I feel like a new person and the depression episodes have been getting less. I am having mild panic attacks every morning at work. Not sure exactly why but I work thru them and don't let them get me down.

I have been having a few minor issues with my health so I have decided to take an active rule in losing some weight. I am currently at 250lbs and this is down from 260 2wks ago. I started Fat Predator today and so far the energy level is increased and we will see how this works over the course of a month. This is my before picture. I have my outfit I am trying on once a week to see how it fits. My first goal is 230lbs. If I can reach that then I know I will be on a good path to losing the weight and keeping it off! I retain my weight in the mid-section and it makes for difficult movements on somethings.

I guess for now this is all I really have to say other than ... I miss my kids so very much and I hope they all know that I love them so much it hurts not seeing them.