3 down 1 to go

Sabrina, Aja, and Thaddeus have all had this viral thing that's going around. The only child not to have it yet is Osiris. Hoping that he doesn't get it before I get him to the health department to get the h1n1 vaccine on Friday afternoon.

Sabrina's fever broke Sunday morning, Aja's and Thaddeus' fevers started Sunday night. Aja's fever broke on Monday afternoon and Thaddeus' is pretty much broken except at times when he needs fluids. Once he gets some he is fine.

33wks 3 days so we are looking 5wks 4days to 6wks until my c-section date. Ah! Hopefully plan on getting it ordered to be scheduled at my next visit. I need a date so I can tell my mom on when to tell her work when she won't be there so sh can spend time with the 4 grand-kids at home and take 2 of them to school and pick-up lol.

Sabrina sick

Sabrina has had a cough for 2wks now. At first it wasn't bothering her or anything. It has gotten worse, Tuesday she went and was seen doctor listened and looked her over. Said lungs sounded clear and she looked fine. If the cough was not better by today then when we showed up for the flu shot clinic to let them know to let the doctor know. Well the clinic was canceled. So we go to the store for a few groceries and come home. While in the store all she did was say she was cold. So I try to hurry up to get home.

once home she changes out of her school uniform, feeds the dogs and sweeps the floor real quick. We took her temp and 101.7 .... so I called the doctor and spoke with him. He wants me to do my best to treat her at home for the weekend. He wants to avoid her going to the ER at all costs right now. With her asthma she is at a great risk of catching the H1N1 from someone in the ER waiting room then normal people. So we are in for a fun weekend.

Stupid Google Calendar!!!

Okay so if I don't put every damn thing on the stupid google calendar I get told "i'm sorry it wasn't on there so I scheduled something else". OH MY FLIPPING GOODNESS!!!! I've only been saying out damn flicking out for 2 1/2wks now that the girls were going TODAY to the flu shot clinic at the doctors office for the flu shot since they have yet to have it. So now I get to drag the boys along in the cold and rain to get the girls their flu shots because Rick "forgot" i said i was taking the girls to get the flu shots.

My back doesn't hurt bad enough apparently so I get to go try to keep 2 boys entertained while we wait for the girls to get the flu shots.

I guess I should start putting on the calendar when I am going to take a shower, go pee, eat something, or walk to check the damn mailbox.

Ah!!

Okay so I am ready to scream. I am so tired of being made to feel like its MY JOB and ONLY MY JOB! to raise the kids. Granted I know the girls are mine fine, I'll do my job with them. But he is the step-dad and is supposed to be helping in that department but whatever. Now he is the father of the boys and I still get no damn help!!!

I have to try and cram all of my appts and any appts for the kids in on a Monday. Okay fine organization for him but whatever. I am so close to breaking and being over this. I honestly feel I'd handle things better on my own knowing that an adult in the house is not doing their part since it will all fall on me anyways. I mean is it so wrong to feel that the other adult in the house who helped bring 2 of the current 4 into this world help in their raising? I guess it is since I don't get any help. I ask for help and get felt to feel like my feeling of needing help doesn't matter at all.

I am doing my best but I am not sure how much longer that will be good enough or even work. ........................

Anyways, Leo looks to be a big boy. Monday I had an ultrasound done and he was showing to be 4lbs 13ozs at 32wks. His head was measuring in for the size of a 35wker. Based on the avg of all the measurements he is measuring on track to be ready for delivery on Dec 1st..... 12 days before my EDD. Big baby who hopefully will be completely healthy.